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A Dog for All SeasonsBy beanerywriters(11,675) was 1979. Summer had come to my hometown of Connellsville, Pennsylvania, with its traditions of swimming, gardening and barbecues. These things meant nothing to me, however. All I wanted in the world was a dog. My childish imagination envisioned a brown female dog named Tracy. Just before my sixth birthday, my dad took me to a nearby farm whose owner was selling puppies. Dad and the farmer talked for a time, then the farmer went across a field to a shed and returned with a small, dark bundle of fur with brown and white markings on both chest and legs. Turning to me, he said, “Well, l’il lady, how’s this pup suit you?” Before I knew what was happening, a small, vibrant puppy, whose sweet, peculiar puppy smell arrested my senses, was wriggling in my arms. “He’s a collie mix,” the farmer continued. “He has some cocker spaniel in ‘im, but ‘e’s mostly collie.” Indeed, the thick ruff around his neck and his thick plumed tail bespoke of the dog’s collie ancestry. In time to come, this dog would show that his personality was all collie.I thought, “I wanted an all-brown, female dog. This dog is not only male, he is mostly black.” As the puppy began gnawing playfully at my hand, we bonded. The dog I named “Teddy,” because it resembled a teddy bear, would become my best friend throughout the next seventeen years. Throughout most of that first summer Teddy whined with the displeasure of being taken from the only home he had known. My initial efforts to comfort him weren’t successful.“Give ‘im time to get used to ya,” said Dad when I expressed my concerns. “He’ll come around.” Soon Teddy was taking me for many walks around the neighborhood as he learned about his new home. All too soon, fall arrived and I started school. Teddy stayed especially close to me as my family and I finished breakfast that first morning. “I wish I could stay home with you, buddy,” I said. “Unfortunately, I have to go to school.”“Don’t worry,” comforted Mom. “You know that one of us is always home. Teddy won’t be lonely. He’ll be right here waiting for you.” Indeed, Teddy came to the door to greet me when I came home. All through those beautiful, cool fall afternoons, he and I played ball in the backyard. I soon discovered Teddy’s mischievous side. When we played together in the snow, he often grabbed a glove from my hand and took off with it. I would chase him around the yard for hours to get the glove back, much to everyone’s amusement but mine.Several years passed before the spring our family cat, Amber, had kittens. All of us were concerned that Teddy might become jealous of them. On the contrary, he became their best protector, as I discovered one day when I saw him lying in our upstairs hallway, surrounded by several sleeping, rust-colored kittens. “Mom,” I called. “You have to see Teddy!”“What’s wrong?” asked Mom as she came rushing to the scene. “Look,” I said, pointing to Teddy and to the kittens, which were nestled happily in his thick, warm, soft fur. “Doesn’t it seem strange for a dog to babysit kittens?”“Not for a collie,” Mom pointed out. “You see, collies are bred to protect and to herd. Those kittens are part of Teddy’s herd, and he feels obligated to protect them.” Mom grinned. “Amber must be happy to have such a reliable baby sitter. “But their claws are digging in!” I cried out, pointing to the kittens. “They’re hurting him.”“I doubt Teddy can feel their claws through his thick fur,” reassured Mom. I discovered that fall just how protective Teddy was when my father had the first of what would be many episodes of heart trouble. When the paramedics came in a flurry of ambulance lights and equipment, they moved quickly, like commandos invading our house.“Okay Fred,” said one of them with that false cheerfulness that good paramedics project. “I’m going to insert an IV now. Hold on, you’ll feel a little…” Just as the paramedic began to insert the IV needle something nudged his hand away from his patient. “Okay,” he said. “Let’s try it again.” Again, just as he was about to insert the needle, something nudged his nudged his hand away from my father. The paramedic looked down and saw Teddy, ready to do anything to protect his sick master from these strange humans.“Teddy!” Mom said in exasperation. “I’m sorry,” she said, turning to the paramedic. “I’ll try to remove him from the room.”“No problem, ma’am,” replied the paramedic. “I can’t fault the dog for trying to protect his master.” Mom turned around to find that Teddy had jumped onto the bed and was trying to cover Dad’s body with his own in an attempt to protect his master from harm. “Teddy,” she sighed. She tried to pick Teddy up from the bed, but he thwarted her by stiffening himself.“Let me try, Mom,” I piped up in my childish way. I had been standing by the door to the room. “Come, Teddy,” I sang, petting him. “Nobody is going to hurt Dad. Come on, now. Let’s go to the kitchen.” Shortly he consented to come with me, allowing the paramedics to finish their work.As Dad’s visits to the hospital became increasingly frequent, both Mom and I noticed a decided change in Teddy during his absence. Instead of sleeping at the top of the stairs (so he could be between the family and anyone who might break in) he slept right by the front door. Yes, when his master was gone, Teddy was the man of the house. This dear friend lived with us and protected us for nearly seventeen years. He was a remarkably healthy dog for the most part; however, age began catching up with him. First, Teddy developed arthritis, for which we gave him aspirin. Then his faculties began to dim. When he stopped eating, we all knew that the end of his life was near.”Barb, we can’t let Teddy suffer,” Mom said. “His arthritis is so bad the aspirin isn’t working anymore.” “I know,” I answered. “We should have him put to sleep,” she continued.I felt my world beginning to spin, as I always did when confronted with situation I couldn’t control. “I know that it’s the right thing to do,” I agreed. “I just never thought I’d have to make such a tough decision.””We’ve had Teddy for many years and he has served us faithfully. We owe it to him to let him leave this world in comfort,” she said. “You’re right,” I signed after a long moment of silence, during which all the times that Teddy and I had shared together flashed before my eyes. Soon, all the walks we had taken, all the times he had protected us, all the times Mom carried him up the stairs to bed because his arthritis made him unable to walk, would be just memories. “I’ll call Dr. Meerhoff now,” I said as I mechanically looked through the phonebook for his number and dialed it.“Dr. Meerhoff’s office,” the receptionist answered. “Yes, I’m Barb,” I said. “I need to have my dog euthanized.”“I understand,” the receptionist answered. “”Bring him over at five-thirty.” “Yes, ma’am.” I slowly hung up, numb with disbelief. I thought that I would have at least another couple of days to adjust to my dog’s impending death. I had only a couple of hours.At five o’clock, my mother and I set out for Dr. Meerhoff’s office. Because Teddy was so weak, I carried him into the waiting room where Mom and I took seats. I was all nerves. “Barb.” The vet’s assistant called us before we even could catch our breath.“This is it,” I thought. “I can’t believe it.” Dr. Meerhoff came in. “So you wanna stay or what?” Only those people who knew him well understood that under this tough-guy façade lay one of the most tender-hearted and most ethical vets around.“We’ll stay,” I said. Before I knew it, the vet tech had strapped Teddy down. I felt myself bristling. What did she think this dying dog would do, anyway, jump off the table? As I reached out to stroke Teddy comfortingly, he barked, as he always did when he was on the receiving end of a needle. Then he went to sleep.The next day, I tried not to think about Teddy, but as I prepared for my daily morning run, on which he had always accompanied me, I couldn’t deny the emptiness that once had been his place in my family. Teddy’s death really hit home the next time Dad had to go to the hospital. When I was a child, Teddy had always been there to protect me. Now, I would have to look after myself.I still remember my friend, Teddy, though he’s been dead six years. He was a playmate, a protector and a comforter. He truly was a friend for all seasons. The guest author of this piece, Barb, is a member of the former Foothills Writers Group. She also wrote for the Fay-West section of the Greensburg Tribune-Review. This Blog Post has been read 4 times. Posted to ProBlogs.com on Monday, January 01, 2007 View other posts by beanerywriters Comments on this blog post: No comments yet. Leave a Public Comment or Question: Will it change things? NOEL 2006 Carolyn December 2006 Writing Prompts cold-blood Writing Prompt Santa |
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