Mirror Reflection

Mirror is my master piece as the refelection in it potrays how I live my Life in all aspects.When I take a look at it I ask myself just a simple question FRIENDS or FAMILY????!!!!Well,of course family comes first but friends comes 2nd to me where their my comfort too.

Especially you LB,I don't know why cause your the person that touch my heart in many ways which fills the sorrow in my heart.You are still in my heart till now although it's been 5 months you've put a stand to split,but with acceptance of your not mine anymore to make it's easier to get my way back to you as best friends.I know that it's hard to achieve the phrase "friends forever" being friends once again as we've been through rough waves,which had made us totally strangers after the split.I don't deny that the last time we chat online and have the last conversation since the break that Time is the only factor to heal one's hurt feelings...but When?? 

For instance,when we pass by each other it's always just a breeze without a glance.Were like total strangers and just a transaction when on duty for prefects board.Why??What happen to U & me??Do you still treasure our friendsip as how deep I treasure??I'm still fixing my favourite jigsaw puzzle which is made of glass that I've accidentally shattered it.When that happened,I know it's going to be a tough one to put it back into one.Although,It couldn't be fixed back perfectly but is much more better than having it shattered forever.I did my best by striking converstion and sending warm greeting and messages through mobile to you,LB for a small start to slowly get back as friends and to get usual to this situation but it seems that your not giving me the chance too.I felt that your being bothered by my presents and I felt pertrified casue I had a feeling that you were hoping that I'm not an existing being anymore.

All I want is just gettting back one of my friend that I treasure most!!I just wish to tell you everything I could open up and be true but I can't cause of your reactions and response towards me when I tried approaching you.I'm afraid that I scare you even more as I heard that you have a fear towards girls for a period whether it's true or not I don't care.What I care is that maybe one of this days before we leave high school you could tell me what you actually face too after the disasterous relationship.

What I wish for in the future is that our friendship will heal by time because intution tells me will never make it but I'll still risk hope because of YOU.Just hope that my care for you will not mistaken by you that I want you as my boyfriend cause this is what I felt from your response.Whatever it is,your my friend that I'll treasure deep down bottom of my heart no matter you turn against me one day I'll understand and forgive you sincerely as I still CARE and LOVE you as my friend.