Unknown Reveals

It gives me great pleasure to slowly discover what the meaning of true friendship as life goes on further.For me this year,it's a total brand new year I manage to breath the fresh air once again.

I really miss the old days of the mighty 3 me,JY and LB but that were the days.As time past,I have come to a point where I find that I had nothing more in common to both of them maybe because of the relationship I had once and theorhtically boys maturity is slower than girls by few years.It's also deniable that some girls maturity are indeed like boys as the way they speak and the manner or their thoughts is bounded to their age.

Practically in high school this year I felt that loneliness take parts in my life as I hardly want to mix with majority of my friends in class or juniors.Although this occurs but I felt nothing as my focus was towards 1st my family then my studies then my passion and carreer.It's all about achieveing my goals before I settle down.Too much exciting things I'm heading and for loneliness to set in it's a slim chance (haha).If I mixed too it's just for fun pleasure enjoying craping around but honestly I learn nothing.I really miss my friends from other countries and also friends in the 25's they are the one's who could truly understand me,have things in common,chill out at the right timing,knowledgeable and behave in an appropriate manner and protocols.Their mindset is not pure childishness and what I admire most they stand firm while handling political issues in working life.

People out there taking life in such that follow the passion,thinking about the future and not like teenagers in school fighting,arguing and reapeating for tiny petty little issues.For instance power crazy for authorities without knowing what their heading for,can't leave their past for future,get influence by peers easily,frickle minded,don't take failure as a learning experience and kept on blaming others for their mistakes.Oh gosh a waste of time and end of the day nothing useful is gained.

Really glad to bump into a few seniors friends which lost contact for a long period but having like SS,MC,MS.Had long talks with them about lots of happenings and ought to find out what this talks could bring me too.Not only that is also them who made me feel comfortable to mix with especially those friends in KL.Really miss them lots but only could meet them once or twice but that doesn't mean their absence plays big part as their care of taking the effort to give a call or even via email is clearly obvious.

The truth reveals and I was stunned to find out that MS approach me about D case and he seek for apology from me about what had happen when I was in form 1 till 3.The incident that he caused me to be insecure and being a fool involve in a love triangle.Well,thank god I've learn my painful lesson and never to give in to anyone for now although his very supportive and hinted that if we're meant to be then we're meant to be.The links between friends has caused a big bang and puff 5 friends being splited and gone seperate ways.Never knew that D could be so sophiticated too.And for that I'm glad to discover who are my real true friends.