Enrolement as the Head

Senior's Guide

After being enroled as the Head of the school's prefectorial board's,it's really being hectic maintaining the name for it's heavy responsibility.It's like it's hard work to achieve my goal as the head but maintaining it is so much harder than what I've thought.Exp:reaching to earn 1 million is much easier than maintaining the 1 million after achieving it.

To play the game of a prefect,now what more the head ya it's really also and honour and something to be proud of but I didn't really thought it was such a big deal where lots of energy and effot have to be bolted in it to maintain the status being the head of the prefectorial board.

In terms of playing a fair game towards myself,my own commitee and juniors under me as the head,well I know i could surely do well but everyone do have feelings too and this makes us hard to make certain decision although we have to play fair.In terms of ways to handle problems by the committee or juniors which failed to produce,gives me tougher challenge.In terms of freedomless,studies to cope up to,friendship loss,misunderstandings,teachers point of view towards me as the head of all and comments on all backgrounds from different forces had lead to more pressure.

And in the end,I'll ask myself whether is it all worth it to worry about?
It is worth to stand here suffer all the way through with all these tiny miny problems which subsequently grows to be a bigger one?
How long could I last emotionally and physically?
How well I'm going to cope with the status by not being a hypocrite around towards my committee and juniors?
How am I going to lower my expectations which is way to high on the committee and the juniors to uphold the school's dicipline as a head?  
I couldn't see the sincerity in some in the committee which are sweet talkers and offer lip services when I'm down they say that oh we'll do it but where's the responsibilities?
Sadly by the end of the day i just got to find my way out to change myself in lowering down my high standard which is at times to ambitious and either make a choice to let the board slag and slog so that I wouldn't be the dead hero.Dead hero will not be known or remebered well but alive hero could make a change in theirselves then the world will realize and changes itself.