Sense of Intuitions

Intuition turns on Feelings

Having the ability of Intuitions which is on-going and could only tap on certain situation and a normal being also have it's pro's and con's.People may think people of this kind is insane as we could relate people's life experiences which we never had to be that particular person.But now I believe that it's actually those people having these intuition are for real after I experience it without realising after I speak out to a guider.

Never got to realise,I had the intution which I could feel a persons life that they've gone through and it's really pretty bad now which I didn't knew it manifested into me.This really put me upside down.I didn't knew this intuition which I felt which manisfested into me could make me felt for them so much till I wanted to help but I couldn't because it's beyond my limit.Yet it's not for me to bother either because it's people's life but intuitions I had always becomes a scar which also bugging me.Plus on with exhaustion and the loss of myself it turns worse without realising after opening up to my guider.It makes me worry about them but instead I didn't thought of why can't I just put it aside.

It's a different experience whereby your in people's position to undestand what people couldn't say and felt everything but as everything has pro's and con's and if being manifested in the intuition it would really draws you down too.

A teacher,mdm L never knew why I had a grudge on her for nothing maybe because I can't gain anything from her during studious period and at times get fustrated for nothing.It's just insane having this weird feelings.After exploring her without realizing when I refelected back,she's really amazing but the intuition kills me cause I let it took over me too.I really pity her for what she have to go through a tough life after a terrible incident yet her determination was still strong enough to last her till today.Laughter that she tried to put up,cheering people up that she do,disturbing people to be happy and lots more is really makes her feel better but still couldn't be enough to recover from the dilemma.I still could see the pain and lost she suffers through her eyes although she may seems happy trying to put up a tough shield.I felt sad but yet she takes life easy as she could dressing up well,carrying herself well and attractive still,and likes to gain attention from the schoolboys by enjoying their company. This really amused me and I salute her for the toughness because of the bitterness i see through her.

This is the most  I had see out of her and what more felt the pain of the family member and relative.At times I just wish that I don't have this intuition as it really brings you to the very point where you see everything about the situation or person.Gosh it's hard to not pity those fellars but what I know although I could see all this I just got to erase the unknown and pity feelings cause it's really hard to be in this illusion of intuition as It cause lots of unhappiness.