Self-Healing

Health really matters

Accumulative effects after 8 months,it's like a robot without maintainance had break down but thank god I just had a flat battery.This had made me realise that as to lead anything I consume lots of energy.Where now I find myself really hopeless in anything as after my energy had drained.Even to speak and walk I just give up at times.I really felt as if I were dead instead of alive being a useless breed lying on bead,couldn't have the strength to sit up straight,feels strainess in eyes when I want to even focus at the blackboard,can't cope with conversation or teachings going on,speechless with friends then felt left out again. 

Physically I hope those flower pills and mineral I'm drinking in the water and the spray for my head oh gosh it really suck but no choice restore my energy.What more after warded out from hospital,taking pills which makes me worse instead of being better but at least the medicated pump help me in breathing better just for a moment.Finally back to traditional medical way,taking herbs to restore and regain energy I've lost through burnt out physically and mentally.Spa and massages helps to gain my QI as is blocked.Felt better as not so tense for moment.Going for reflexology found out it was great as never knew through feets could see your internal system whereby I couldn't hide away what illness I'm facing towards the 'guru' but thanks to it it really turns my system upside down the next day maybe clearing no idea.What the hell one after another,didn't knew emotional stressors could cause a big havoc in my internal system.

Why must it takes me into one another.What's the major factor in me which disturb me internally the kidney?stomach? although I know it's also self created stressors and emotional break downs.Regreted being in the pass,as I take a risk on my on health a big mistake.Couldn't reverse it but just to go on and face the stressors be daring to say NO to it.