meet him again!

    one morning.it was so good weather.in sichuan.it seldom has so good weather.sunshine was so nice.but when i went into office.i heard a news: Hu will come to our office.and will be our manager! when i heard that.i feel a little sad.a little glad .hard to say.i never can imagine that he will be my boss.these years.i thought i had forgotten him.but.now.he will come into my life again!
  he still is so handsome.so soft smile.didnot he know my feeling? many years ago.i just came to the company.we were in the same office.just another partment.for me.that was a so strange place.i were so lonely.it was him to help me.tought me something about work.i thought i falled in love to him.sometimes.i thought he liked me too.but.never say out.yes.i know .that is my character.i never can say that at first.untill ..one day.boss informed me that i need to go another workstation.when i left.he still said nothing..i were disappointed.maybe.he didnot like me at all????? with the pain.i went to another city for work.in that two years.i just heard a news about him.a friend wrote a mail to me,and told me some thing about him.she said.he married a old woman .i knew the woman.she was a bad woman.she has so many lover.maybe.not lover.just for sex.in china.that was so bad.and she didnot has knowledge too.why? i were puzzled.why he married her? people said:she knew somebody from mobdom.if he didnot marry her.so she will asked these bad guys to hurt him..is it true? i cannot believe.if i didnot love.then.no body can threat me.if i loved.then.nobody can forbid me.the only say is:he didnot love me at all!
my heart was so cold.i had to try to forget him.yes.if he isnot belong to me.then.what can i want?