my dream

   after the first meeting.the guy called me again and again.asked to meet again.i refused.but one day.he drived to our company.so i had to meet him.but i felt so bad.he said: "why do you feel so nervous? i wonot hurt you".i just smile.donot know why.i donot want to speak any word.that isnnot my dream.i feel so lonely!

  i del him from my qq.well.it is ok.that gives me a lesson that i shouldnot know anybody in sichuan.or in china.yes.i donot want to make affair on net at all.i just need to do something to forget another one.maybe.if i can meet someone......,aha.i cannot imagine. i read a article.it said: in the world.there is always somebody who is the best to you! but it is hard to find him or her. yes.it is true.i believe there is someone is the best to me too.but where is him? how can i meet him?

   ha.ha.so silly.even i can meet him.then.what can i do? i am married! i wanted.but i cannot divorce!

  sometimes.i say to my self: if i can meet him in my life.even just a moment.even just a second.i still will be happy.just let me know i amnot so lonely.at less,in the world.there is someone who are same as me.sing the same song.dream the same dream.

  so silly dream.but it is true.i life for love.that is my all.