spanish guy

    to know spanish is from a book ,quixotic. so .spanish is became a country that i dream.ha.ha.sometimes.i wish i am a old knight .riding on a horse.to help all people who need i help.so funny!

   so .when the first time i met Al on net.he told me he is from spanish.i imagined that. but.seems.he isnot a knight.i mean.he is just a bussinessman .no more fantasy about knight as me.he isnot sensitive.the only thing he has is tiring for work.

   i donot know how about they think about love.so when he told me he loved me.i felt so surprised.how can you say love to a stranger! how can you love a stranger who you never meet? but he said! i just take it a joke.but he said he is serious.ha.ha.

  i am chinese.we have our culture.so i donot know how about them.when we say love.we mean we do love.maybe.when they say love.they just want to play? sometimes.i want to apolaustic.i donot want to live in fetter .yes.maybe.just for my that thinking.i decide to keep touch with him.

  i found.western always so easy to say love.but for chinese.once you say love.we are very very serious.maybe.this is the reason many chinese girls marry to foreigner? not for foreigner are better.just becasue they are so easy to say love.chinese man never say love if they arenot drunk

  but i didnot believe love on net.yes.you donot know him more.how can you love? so when he said he love me.i just smile.nothing to say.heart is so empty.....

  it isnot so funny.right? my heart is still aching. so i donot want to keep touch with him again.he sent his picture to me.a handsome man with a nice smile...

  wish he will be happy too!