a churchman

    religion is very special in china.i mean.chinese never take religion is so serious.in chinese.there are many different religion.but religion always are apart  with true life and policy.so .when i meet a churchman from france on net.i feel so curious.

   from his workd.he give me so different feeling.we are teached with science.so i never believe there is a god.for me.i thought.if the god is here.why he doesnot prevent the war? why he doesnot help these poor people?  there are so much unfair thing in the world.why does he not to help? i just believe human heart.so when i heard he talk about god with revered word.i were so curious..for me.i believe religion is from people's need.some emotional need.not true..but a thing i believe .that is :if a person believe in god.then.means he is kind. so i believe he is kind man

   that is right.the second day.i got a phone call from my hometown. they told me.my uncle (he is so kind to me.help me a lot) died.i felt so bad.when i told him.i will go back .he just told me: donot forget.i will be with you in heart! never lonely!.

  that was not a good travel.i went so hurry.maybe.in the bad mood.i forget the time.when i arrived chengdu.there was no bus to my hometown.so i had to buy a ticket to another town where is close to my hometown.and i have a friend is here. at the night.i stayed with my friend.the second.i went to anothe town.where my anther friend is here.i planed to meet her.then.leave .but she asked me stay long.we didnot meet each other for many years.so i agreed.but about evening.hometown called me again.asked me that i must arrived that night.i had to take a taxi.

  it was a rainy night.i felt so lonely on the taxi. and fear if the driver is a good man.but.when i felt that.his words came to my ears.:donot forget.i will be with you in heart.never lonely..

  i felt warm. thanks him! when i recall these thing.i still feel warm.in the world.maybe.you donot need to do something.maybe.just some word.but that will help another a lot.

  bless all kind people!