a space i need

  i need a place to show my heart.yes.i need a space where no body can touch.ha.ha.maybe.moon? ??

  sometimes.i am strange.one hand.i know the true life well.but another hand.i dream too much.i told myself.i should give up all these dream.but.i found it is so hard to give up.in bottom of heart.there is something what nevre can give up....

  i never like to talk my heart to friends. i always show smile to them.for me.i would like to bring happiness to them.not sadness ..i would like to hurt myself.never hurt another.that makes me so lonely!

 some character is born.hard to change.when i were kid.i heard teacher read a artcle.at that time.i felt so sad.tear was out..maybe.that show my lonely character? i dream too much.and these dream are so far from life.i want to fly .but i have no wings. and.where can i fly to?

insist on or give up?
blasted straw always cannot bear
    the wright of soul
rootless  duckweed never can grew
    the beatuful grass
insisting on so hardly
just for continuing
    a hopeless dream

insist on or give up?
cruising love always long for
    a warm home
unbending soul how can bear
    a dreamless life?
insisting on so helpless
just for comforting
    a empty soul