a friend

    i didnot remember which websites i had logged in.sometimes.i think i am a fly which is blind flying anywhere on the net.i donot know what i want and what i need..so.a morning.when i checked my email.i found a email from a website.(i still cannot remember which website it is today).a little curious ,i read the email.i found that is a website for making some new friend from anywhere in the world.a guy sent a message to me.and want to keep touch with me.for me.i do think.if some one show some kind feeling to you.if you didnot answer.then.that will be very ungraciously.so i always reply these message.he left his msn to me.so i added him into my msn.

    the next morning.he logged in.we talked.so i knew.he is a german.but live and work in canada.east german. ha.ha.maybe.he is from east german.a socialistic country .he knew too much thing about that.so he declared china is the same as east german. i told him it isnot same as his imagination.but he didnot believe.so ramstam man! most time.we argue polity.as a western.he thinks usa is doing right thing.even.killed so much iraqn.as a chinese.i never think a nation should to  intervene to another naion's thing.i do think.a nation should to respect another national culture.i never can agree usa has the right to kill so many iraqan.sometimes.when he agrue these with me.i were so angry with him..he always laughed at me.said:you are a little terriost .ha.ha.of course.i amnot.i love peace.but as a chinese.about peace.we have so different view with western..maybe.as a western.they will think all chinese are nationalism.but.we donot think that is bad.we love our country.but we never hurt another countries and people.is that wrong?

  anyways.he is so kind man.one day.he told me.a woman from african sent a email to him.said:her mom was ill.and need a operation.but she had no money.and asked him give her some money.i laughed.told him: that was a cheater.many.it wasnot a woman.just want your money.but he said:"well.if she was a cheater.then.i just lose a little.if she wasnot.then.i can help her a lot." .the second.he told me.he posted the money to the woman. and then.the woman sent email to him again:and told him: she falled in love with him! ha.ha.can we believe that? seems.he didnot believe.just refused her.then.the woman never wrote to him again..aha.seems.in the world.there are some kind man who would like to be cheat.they arenot silly.just so kind!

  sometimes.i even dream.that will be so nice to see the polar lights with him in north of canada.that will be so nice to catch butterfly with him ih forest...

  but.dream is just deam.right? one day.he told me.a girl from tailand sent him a email.i know that.he had told me.he planed to travel to tailand.so he asked some information on net about the country.so the girl told him some.then.they sent email each other for a while.then.just so suddenly.the girl told him she loves him! when he told me that.i cannot believe.i doubt that the girl cheat him too. i always remind him to be carefully.but.after his travel.i thought thing was different.

  from his email.seems.he had a great travel.the firt day.he met the girl.then.they sleep together.yes.i can imgine.as a man.he must enjoy the travel.and he is a serious man.when he came back canada.he told me.the girl told him.if they married.he should pay her family about 600000RMB.(i count that) so terrible! and the another thing the girl said: she want to go into university.but she has no enough money.so .he give her the money every month....i felt so puzzled.there are some question i donot understant.one:if that is a good girl.how can she sleep with him just meeting? as a chinese.i know that culture.tailand is same as her.two:he is older than her so much.can you believe that love? three:if she loved him.why she must ask the money?  four: if she is rich as she said.why has no money for university?

  or maybe.she just want to canadan? i donot know.i just heard.in china.some women want to go over sea.they would like to sell their love.would like to marry a guy who they never love.that still is a cheat!

  i told him about my question.but seems.he is in love.he never can see thing clear.now.he work harder so much.just for earn the money for dowry.but seems.he is happy.i seldom chat with him .becasue his more time is for his lover.but i still think he is a guy who is worth to be a friend.

  god:if you exsist.i wish you know.he is a kind man.please donot let another hurt him!