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Blog Posts by tearfulfish(104) 50 Blog Posts Total Now Displaying Page 1, Posts 1 to 25 Next » 1 2 3 meet him again! one morning.it was so good weather.in sichuan.it seldom has so good weather.sunshine was so nice.but when i went into office.i heard a news: Hu will come to our office.and will be our manager! when i heard that.i feel a little sad.a little glad... my marriage at the workstation.i met the guy who is my husband right now.he is handsome too.but.he isnot from university.in fact.he just gratuated from midschool.because his father died of work when he was 14 years old.so for that.he had to work for... what should i do? when i were in the mood.then.Hu came into my life again!still so handsome.still so soft.i almost had the wrong feeling again..but.i know.all thing had change! when i go into office.i want to meet him.but.i am afraid to meet him too.i donot know... a guy from net once.i went to a website which is for making friends on net. there are much people from everywhere in china.i left my information there.then.forget it.one morning.when i go into office.i get a message from qq. a guy contact me.and said.he was in... my dream after the first meeting.the guy called me again and again.asked to meet again.i refused.but one day.he drived to our company.so i had to meet him.but i felt so bad.he said: " why do you feel so nervous? i wonot hurt you " .i just smile.donot know... a friend from france i decided that i never know more people in china.just because i donot want to meet somebody in life! maybe.i just want to do something to escape the true life.so i donot want to make more troulbe in my true life.i just want a simple life.a simple... spanish guy to know spanish is from a book ,quixotic. so .spanish is became a country that i dream.ha.ha.sometimes.i wish i am a old knight .riding on a horse.to help all people who need i help.so funny! so .when the first time i met Al on net.he told me he... a churchman religion is very special in china.i mean.chinese never take religion is so serious.in chinese.there are many different religion.but religion always are apart with true life and policy.so .when i meet a churchman from france on net.i feel so... unsuccessful yes.from net.i met some good man.of course.there are many bad man too.their first words is: wants sex? and so on.i hate that.why does man donot know: for a woman.sex isnot all.without love.sex is nothing.i nevre want to have sex with the one who i... A schoolfellow that morning.when i turn on my computer.check my email.i found a email from Jilin.after i read.oh.it is from Han.my one schoolfellow! that guy.was the one who i never can forget.not because i loved him.in fact.i didnot love him at all.just becasue... meeting again after ten years the schoolfellow is in a unicersity in jilin right now.he is a graduate student.and plan to study doctor's degree.from QQ.he told me something about his life. he was divorced.after we graduated.he went back his homwtown.i know that.in fact.when i... a space i need i need a place to show my heart.yes.i need a space where no body can touch.ha.ha.maybe.moon? ?? sometimes.i am strange.one hand.i know the true life well.but another hand.i dream too much.i told myself.i should give up all these dream.but.i found... a friend i didnot remember which websites i had logged in.sometimes.i think i am a fly which is blind flying anywhere on the net.i donot know what i want and what i need..so.a morning.when i checked my email.i found a email from a website.(i still cannot... a cheater from nigeria the last blog.i mention a cheater from african.that makes me remind another cheater from african. i knew him is on icq website.soemtimes.when i am free.i go to there to take a look.just so boring.that day.he talkd to me.then.asked me add him in... A magic dream! these days.so good weather.sunshine is so warm.some birds are singing out of window.donot know why.when i face the nice sunshine.always want to fly as a bird in sunshine.or as a tree .singing in soft wind? " if i had a nexe life.i would like to be... a uninvited guest in dream the last night.in dream.i walked in hometown...i never want to go back my hometown.but.cannot believe.i always dream there.always there.i know.her beauty always keep in my heart.never forget.anyways.there.have so much my dreams.have so much nice... hiding after our last chat.i set my msn invisible. i am hiding.i donot want to chat with him.in fact.donot want to chat with anybody. a little disappointed.seems.he didnot log in these days.what was he doing? i want to know.but.i dicide not to care for... dog, human's friend or enemy? these days,in china.there are many case about rabies.i know the illness when i were little.a aunt told me about it.she said:once you had the illness.then.you will fear light.fear water.to be crazy to bite another people.all body will be aching as... my eyes i didnot connect to net for few days.today.when i open my email box.i found there are some email from friends.all them care for my eyes.thanks all friends! yes.from the last year.after i used a contact lenses.my eyes gets worse. after that.i read... loneliness this morning.when i log in QQ.i found cheng was online. i usually always hide myself on QQ.because i donot want to talk to them.yes.i know.they are my friends.but.sometimes.i just donot know what to say..for me.i always think:if i feel bad.then.i... passing traveller i know,all along you just are passing traveller there is no foreverness in our life but..that feeling fluttering in heart for ever i know,all along we will leave each other wave to go our different world after meeting but..that feeling fluttering... the last leaf many years ago.cannot remember which book i read.a story,so touch me.from that.when i walked in fallen leaf ,the story always comes into heart. it is about a leaf. a girl was ill,that was a incurable disease.she was so despaired with life.every... hunter there is the closest distance.it isnot you are a side of the world.and i am another side of the world.right? when i think of you.i know you are so close to me.maybe.never can stare at your eyes.never can touch your fingers.but i know.anywhere you... thanks God i am still alive! yesterday.afternoon.when i sit in front of my computer.suddenly.a warm closed to me blasted.all these broken stuff ejected all over my room.just no me! so luck! at that moment.i didnot know how serious it was.when a friend came in.help me tidy all... about nationalist i do wish all nations can live peacefully in the world.but.sometimes.when read some news paper.there always are some information puzzle me.such as:why usa must attacked iraq? why western must force another nations accept their way of life? why do... 50 Blog Posts Total Now Displaying Page 1, Posts 1 to 25 Next » 1 2 3 |
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